2nd day

Hello people!

You probably thought I’ve given up. And I have to admit: I almost did!

Yesterday it was horrible! Not at lunch: I have to say I was pretty good at resisting all those delicious dishes and having only the healthy ones. And not having dessert at all! I was proud of myself that I was showing off my determination skills to my family members.

But after resisting lots of delicious food and coke, I came back home around 5PM with a terrible headache. It was so persistent that not even 40 drops of dipyrone were enough. Then I realized: I was addicted to trash food and it was going to be hard to get rid of it so radically, especially sugar! That’s how I decided that I needed some coke, and some chocolate, then I drank maybe 200ml of coke and ate around 30g of M&M’s which was not much considering it was my first day on rehab.

But I’ve sinned, and you know it’s just like Elma Chips slogan… So at the end of the day, just before going to sleep, I decided I was going to fry (yes you read it right: FRY!) some codfish balls! I took them out of the freezer direct into the boiling oil and ate 10 of them. 


After doing that, of course, I was determined to close the blog and forget this entire story to avoid the public humiliation. But it's always a good advice to sleep over a subject. I woke up today and decided I was going to keep it up: I was going to confess my sins to you and persevere!

Today I ate let's say 99% of healthy food. 1% is because I permitted myself a treat: two lemon Bis at night. And that was all! 


The odyssey continues! Wish me strength!